我缺席了太多你需要我的時候

I‘m absent too many times when you need me

我其實一點也不怪你，因為我知道我缺席了太多你需要我的時候，大概你最愛的人永遠在你的想象之外，我卻沒有出現在你的視野裡。

In fact， I don’t blame you at all， because I know I‘m absent too much。 When you need me， maybe the person you love most is always out of your imagination， but I don’t appear in your vision。

我為曾經做出的那種選擇而感到苦惱，可是現在的我。卻變成了一個溫柔體貼的路人甲，我不知道是否還要回到當初那個強勢霸氣的自我。

I was distressed by the choice I had made， but now I am。 But became a gentle and considerate passer-by a， I do not know whether to return to the original strong self domineering。

許久之後，當時間跌落塵埃，在偶然的機會當中，我讓心找到了歸屬感，只能說我沒有觸碰到曾經讓你心動的那根弦，或者說我沒有傾聽你的那一段時光，我沒有陪你走過最艱難的歲月，也恰恰不知道當初的我經歷過什麼。

After a long time， when time fell into the dust， by chance， I let my heart find a sense of belonging。 I can only say that I didn‘t touch the chord that once made you move， or that I didn’t listen to you。 I didn‘t accompany you through the most difficult years， and I just didn’t know what I had experienced。

我還記得你第一眼看到我時候的那一刻，你覺得遇見了自己的真命天子一般，將鏡頭感緩慢而又清晰地表現出來。

I still remember the moment when you saw me for the first time。 You felt like you met your own right man。 You showed the lens feeling slowly and clearly。

我委婉拒絕了很多人，因為我把這份愛唯獨留給了你，後來才發現，這是我們兩情相悅的愛情，我能努力到的最大部分就是在這裡了。

I politely refused a lot of people， because I left this love only to you。 Later， I found out that this is our mutual love。 The biggest part that I can work hard is here。

所以，我需要你，雖然你不在我的身邊，可是那一份心儀的味道卻一直都在我的鼻子邊，散發出清香的氣息。

So， I need you， although you are not at my side， but that a favorite flavor has always been in my nose， emitting a fragrance。